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NORTH CAROLINA

“It’s even better if that cozy reading takes place in one of the coastal settings Sparks loves”

Message in a Bottle
A Walk to Remember
Nights in Rodanthe
Dear John
The Last Song
The Lucky One
Safe Haven

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It's Not The End

Never thought that last night I was spent a lovely farewell, and surrounded by officemates of mine. We have a great chemistry since I was working in this company in 2005, wow more than 10yrs already. Day by day towards my last day in this April 2016, am I ready to move in to another place...another destiny, will see :)

This sweet short video is for you guys, people who I love so much! And you of course, yes you :)

Look for the rainbow in every storm,
Fly like an angel heaven sent to me
Goodbye my friend,
(I know your going searching although I can still feel ya here)
It's not the end... ~ Goodbye by Spice Girls

f.a.r.a.w.a.y

You never know how it hurts me so deep.

I'm trying to hear what's inside.

Yet...

It's far away from where we were.

......... ∞

Pilu Di Braga

“Cukuuuuuup!” Teriakanku seketika menghentikan semua percakapan hangat yang sedang berlangsung di cafe kecil sudut jalan Braga kota Bandung, tak ayal beberapa pasang mata menatap kami, tajam. Kemudian hening dan makin membenamkanku dalam kepedihan, kepedihan ketika orang yang baru saja kau cintai tega menyelingkuhimu.

“Karin..." berusaha meraih tangan mungilku, Mas Hendi seolah kehabisan akal untuk menghentikan tangis yang langsung turun membasahi pipiku. Tak dapat lagi kutahan rasa sakit menyelekit di dada.
Mas Hendi, pria blasteran keturunan Prancis-Pakistan-Indonesia yang seyogyanya akan kunikahi bulan depan itu pun diam membeku tak berdaya ketika tangannya kutepiskan begitu saja, berusaha menenangkanku. "Sudahlah mas, aku nggak apa-apa." Pekikku datar, berusaha tegar. Mas Hendi pun terdiam tanpa perlawanan, membiarkan amarah kecilku bergelayut pasrah.